何気ない日常の中で急に起こりうる悲劇、レ○プ。当事者以外は「何で助けを呼ばなかったの?」と言うけれど、私は声を出したら余計に何かされるのではないかと思い声を出せなかった。だから抵抗できる唯一の手段は感じないこと、相手の思う壺にならないことだ。でも、声は我慢できているのにアソコから潮が勝手に漏れちゃう…それを見たレ○パーがニヤついている…嫌だ…そんなはずじゃないのに…。
Rape is a tragedy that can suddenly occur in everyday life. People who are not involved in the rape may ask, “Why didn’t you call for help?” but I didn’t scream because I thought that if I did, they would do something even worse. So the only way to resist is to not feel anything and not get into the other person’s hands. But even though I was able to hold back my voice, my juices kept leaking out of my vagina… The rapist saw this and smirked… I didn’t want that… It wasn’t supposed to be like that…
– JavGG.net